the paces in life

This is breakfast on Sunday morning. Red velvet topped with thick cream cheese frosting by Pastry Galleria is a luxury and priviledge by my brother's fiancee. So far the best red velvet I tasted and how I wish that they will have another red velvet workshop before I leave Sg. Perhaps if I can get like 20 interested individuals, they do not mind conducting another workshop during Ramadhan. I will try asking around.

My brother got engaged to my mother's look-a-like eventually after almost 7 years of relationship. Hence, the delicious cupcake that I got to taste courtesy of his fiancee. Marriage is amazing because your family just grow. From a sister that I have always have a love-hate relationship to another two sisters. From an individual who used to be care-free ( this is no panty liner) to a more grounded family  person who treasures friendship and people. I am still a sceptic and individualistic but not as bad as before. After the death of my brother in law and losing touch with my one month old sister in law, I am all thankful for my sister, sister in law as well as Frana. Little Iza is also a blessing to the girl power that miraculously encourages me to begin a family. Just that, it still has to wait just for a while. I hope that when I come back to Sg, I will be at least 3 months pregnant. I really want to hold my own children, raise them as well as Allah permits and witness them turn into fine responsible adults. We have almost enter into 6 years of marriage and I really hope 7 will be our lucky number, the blessed one.

Two months more and Insya-Allah, we will be welcoming our first nephew and London as part of our home. There are still a lot to settle here and most importantly, finding a good samaritan who can take care of our Bibi and Bang Bang for a year. These are our two earlier commitment and it is not easy to leave them. However, I am responsible of building a better life for my family as well as them. Ya Allah, ketemukanlah kami dengan orang yang baik dan sanggup menjaga kucing-kucing kami dengan baik.

 Bibi watching National Geographic Channel from her box.